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I wanna cry not because I'm sad but because I miss all those lost years that were taken from me when I made all the "wrong" choices.



I wanna cry not because I'm sad but because I'm a survivor of bad and very bad things, I'm here and I know that I shouldn't be but I am and regret not one bit of it!

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Tristesse
16:30 Nov 15 2015

I think what I have to say about this is twisted... Feeling remorseful can be a soul-cleansing conduct... redemption, salvation, turning over a new leaf are great things to do for the evolution of life. Yet, these are the things only felt by the "punished", such as criminals. I see this as a form of Punishment. Are you being punished? Best to forget the past and move onwards. Cherish the memories instead. :)

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It all falls apart inside my head;

Outside everyone thinks I'm beauitful

and kind

Outside everyone loves me

and wants me

Inside I secretly loathe

and am ugly

Inside I squirm

and I want to do is scream!

It all falls apart inside my head

and no one really knows that I am already dead.



-jaggedtears- 11/14/15